Waiting and Wonder

I remember waiting for the mail when I was in my late teens. I had a boyfriend in Canada and we wrote to each other for 2 years. Our hand written letters would take about two weeks each way. They would be several pages long and I’d read his over and over while I waited for the next letter to arrive.

These days, the idea of having to wait for anything is most unsavoury. No one likes waiting for a train or in a queue for the check out. Hardly anyone waits at home for dough to rise or for clothes to dry on the line. Advertising is littered with words like ‘instant’, ‘fast track’, ‘express’, ‘tap’, ‘click’ and ’24/7′. Around the clock we have immediate access to movies, books, music, food, messages, news and money.

But is waiting always bad for us?

“…isn’t waiting itself and longing a wonder, being played on by wind, sun, and shade?”

Annie Dillard Pilgrim at Tinker Creek

As Annie suggests, perhaps there is something special about anticipation.

The season before Christmas is called Advent and for me Christmas isn’t completely Christmas without it. The word Advent comes from a Latin word which means ‘approaching’. It is a time of looking forward; of preparing for the celebration to come. It is also a time to reflect and remember.

Advent begins four Sundays before Christmas and we mark it by decorating our home with a Christmas Tree and an Advent Wreath. Each of the four Sundays focuses on a theme starting with Hope, then Peace, then Joy, then Love. Every Sunday a candle in the Advent Wreath is lit for each theme and we take time to reflect on what the words mean to us.

Our Advent Wreath was bought from Ebony and Ivy in Glenbrook a few years ago, but you could easily make your own. You can use any pliable branches or greenery from the garden and place them in a circle on a large round tray or platter. In the middle of the wreath place four red candles (Hope, Peace, Joy and Love) and then a white candle in the centre. The white candle is called the Christ candle and is lit on Christmas day along with the other four. The Advent Wreath makes a beautiful centrepiece for any table.

We also have a homemade Advent calendar of little cardboard boxes that count down the 24 days until Christmas. I write messages for each day and leave treats as well. My children are getting older but they still enjoy it.

We like having a Christmas tree and this year we found the loveliest tree made of woven vines and branches. Local artisan Branching Out Designs makes them here in the Blue Mountains and also runs workshops to show people how to make their own.

Here are some other options for eco-friendly Christmas Trees:

  • A couple of large bare tree branches in a pot can look very chic and minimalist.
  • Stack some of your favourite books in a tree formation.
  • Make a tree shaped wall-hanging with branches and string.
  • You could also buy a real potted tree each year and then find somewhere suitable to plant it. Getting a tree native to your area would be ideal.
  • Also check out #ecochristmastree on Instagram for more ideas.

We had such fun decorating our tree today. Keeping decorations simple, spending less and being eco-friendly is important to me and thankfully my children are catching on.  Here are some ideas:

  • Instead of tinsel, make paper chains or bunting.
  • Make your own wreath or garland from items in your garden.
  • Make origami stars to hang on the tree or string some together.  
  • Felt is also an easy material for making tree ornaments.
  • When buying ornaments or decorations look for those made from wood, ceramic, fabric, metal or paper.
  • Buy local and fair trade!

One of the best decorations at Christmas is music. It sets the mood and reminds us about the Christmas stories and themes. There are many beautiful songs and compositions inspired by the Christmas season. Making a Christmas playlist is a great family activity.

Follow this link to listen to our Christmas compilation for 2019. https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4V0PSEpncXPQyUcV7Jj6tB

Today is the first Sunday of Advent and the theme is Hope. I have been listening to this beautiful song about Hope sung by Katie Noonan:

https://sonichits.com/video/Katie_Noonan_&_Tim_Freedman/Maybe_This_Christmas

What does Hope mean to you and what do you hope for?

Manifesto

A manifesto is a public declaration that spells out a set of ideals and intentions. Have you ever thought of writing one?

Manifestos are often produced by groups, such as political parties, religious associations and art movements to make obvious their views and plans. But individuals can write them too.

A while ago I started to think about the value of writing a personal manifesto. I wanted to sit myself down and get some things clear and straight. I needed to regroup and reset.

At the time I felt that my life was messy, gridlocked and overwhelming. I thought it might help to pin down what I value and how I want to move forward. I figured if I ever felt lost again I could read my manifesto to get back on track.

It took a few days to draft and refine what I wanted to say to myself and finally my manifesto took the shape of this poem:

Manifesto

like haiku

live in a hut swept clean

in a garden with a fence 

on a hill with a view

like a hand written letter

unfold the past with care

wrap goodness in ribbons 

burn the rest

shake the ashes off your shoes

trust yourself

to remember

to decide

to bear up

to heal

to learn

like a lighthouse

pummelled

sweep the darkness

beam through 

be true

like water

finding its course

be sure

and deep too

like dirt

holding seeds

of hope 

wait long for rain

be tender

gaze on each day 

with its newborn face

wonder at the Earth

who tends to you

look now in the eye

hear its pulse 

let it smell your fear

ruffle its mane

be leisurely

over cups of tea 

sit with silence

let mystery linger

count your breath 

and all your bones

balance all

that pulls

and pushes 

tango with possibility

dine with diversity

fly daydreams like kites 

grasp adventure

like the hand of a beloved

listen to the broken parts

they will tell you

what is needed

you will have the courage

to live forgiveness

to believe in pearls

to expect beauty 

in the wild

to give love away

to let it run 

through your fingers

like honey 

and not call it back

to be all

you were imagined

to be

©2019Belle Perry

A World of Stories

World Refugee Day 20 June Refugee Week 16 -22 June 2019

In 2014, I went to a launch in Wentworth Falls for a book called A Country Too Far. It is a compilation of stories about asylum seekers edited by Rosie Scott and Tom Keneally, published in 2013 by Penguin Group. Tom Keneally is famous for his novel Schindler’s Ark that won the Booker Prize in 1982 and was later made into the Academy Award winning film, Schindler’s List.

In his opening address at the launch, Tom Keneally observed that after travelling all over Australia promoting the book, he found the Blue Mountains community to be by far the most compassionate and supportive of refugees. This was very heartening.

The Blue Mountains community has been concerned about refugees for some time. In 2001 The Blue Mountains Refugee Support Group Inc (BMRSG) formed, never imagining that they would still be needed almost two decades later. They describe themselves thus:

… a diverse group of ordinary Australians from all sides of politics. The organisation has no specific affiliations. We are united by the vision of an openhearted Australia where people seeking refuge and asylum are treated with justice and compassion.

BMRSG is a registered charity and all its members are volunteers. They support asylum seekers and refugees in a variety of ways that are outlined on their website: https://www.bmrsg.org.au/

Also, in 2004 the City of Blue Mountains declared itself to be a ‘Refugee Welcome Zone’ indicating a commitment in spirit to welcome refugees into the community.

The theme for Refugee Week 2019 is ‘A World of Stories’. The refugee experience can be difficult to imagine but stories are powerful in overcoming this. The following books may be helpful:

  • In the Sea There are Crocodiles by Fabio Geda, published in 2010 by Baldini Castoldi Dalai Editore
  • No Friend but the Mountains by Behrouz Boochani, published in 2018 by Pan Macmillan Australia Pty Ltd
  • Room on Our Rock by Kate and Jol Temple, published in 2018 by Scholastic Australia
  • The Arrival by Shaun Tan, published in 2006 by Hodder Children’s Books
  • The Happiest Refugee by Anh Do, published in 2010 by Allen & Unwin
  • The Rugmaker of Mazar-e-Sharif by Najaf Mazari and Robert Hillman, published in 2008 by Insight Publications
  • Walking Free by Dr Munjed Al Muderis, published in 2014 by Allen & Unwin
  • Ziba Came on a Boat by Liz Lofthouse, published in 2007 by Kane/Miller Book Publishers

My own involvement with refugees began in 2007. It began with kindness from a stranger and then learning about their story of seeking refuge. This led to a firm and life-changing friendship between us. Ever since then my life has been enriched with more such stories and friendships. I am so grateful.

Unfortunately, the situation for asylum seekers and refugees both in Australia and worldwide remains dire. The stats are here: https://www.unhcr.org/en-au/figures-at-a-glance.html

So much is needed: workable solutions, effective teamwork, more understanding, compassion and justice.

I was quietly thrilled after the formalities of the book launch in Wentworth Falls to meet Tom Keneally. We had a warm chat and then he signed my book: ‘In hope, Tom Keneally 2014‘.

I also write this in hope.

#WithRefugees